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cutting through identity politics and all the gender theorists
The Path of Least Resistance
The crackle of everyday resistance,
Participating in the world
Because it's the only thing to do,
Never articulating the issues,
Feigning disinterest in news articles
And media explorations
While purusing every odd paper
In the medical journals:
The inner life is all.
Bright girls on scholarship,
You live, you suffer, you live some more,
Hiding yourself in drugs and drink
And the heave and sweat and lurch
Of physical contact
As you ruminate about the malady
Of being alive.
Cramming yourself into little boxes
More suitable for your brother,
Your sister,
Your parents and grandparents,
Losing your soul in pledges of equality,
The overthrow of the bourgeois patriarchy,
The triump of the working class
As you rebel against whatever you've got,
Knowing there is no privacy
When everything you are
Must remain deeply private.
Compensating by living as intensely as possible
Until you reach that point
When either death or sea change
Is a foot step away
And you realize that not changing
Is like death itself and there is
A brightly split moment
When you just don't know
If you are reaching for the gun
Or reaching for your cell phone
As you wonder how your children
Will think of you
After everything is said and done,
The words are spoken,
And the parent they knew from birth
Is gone.
Lisa Jain Thompson
September 2007
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